Introducing... the statistical presence on my blog! (notice: Markov). Well, how long can my blog be insulated, stats has shamelessly invaded my life! :) I think, talk and explain event management it's terms. This behaviour, I know, is not new though. Just that this time it's not from a fascinating economics class or a play.
All summer I worried that I wasn't travelling as much as my friends. Now I just go back and forth all the time: revisit the same thoughts, try to take those decisions again and actually finish off where I began. This instability is just odd, it's like I can't seem to settle down in my head.
Still, life has changed. The much desired detachment has been achieved, convocation bringing about total closure. Talking to Sofie today, I was surprised at my own balance and objectivity, wishing I had managed this while I was still there. Atleast looking back is going to be easier now.
I'm not a big fan of dis-organization but it's refreshing to live where the place is what the people are. No pretending to be ___ , no I'm not supposed to have an opinion on ___ , no super-structures. It won't work everywhere, and I'm not even sure if it works here but what a relief that it just is that way!
It surely is a blessing? That I feel no qualms about discussing points struck off my list, matters that have been shelved and gossip that has been shared. That I can go back and enjoy its tangy flavours, with no memory of having savoured them before.
Andrey Andreyevich Markov, you turn in your grave if you want, but this is precisely how I can keep myself alive.
